This is an excerpt from my journal written on passage. I was really nervous before we left port in Opua, New Zealand – thinking about what sailing across an ocean would entail, would it be hard, and if so could I handle it. In saying this, I believe it is important not to let your fears define you. Sometimes things make us uncomfortable, public speaking, crossing an ocean, whatever it may be, the best way to conquer it is to get on with it. The cool thing about conquering your fears is that in the process your comfort zone expands – what you used to fear fades away.
From the big blue…
“I feel so humbled to be able to cross an ocean by sail boat. To be honest this is one of the best experiences of my life to date. It’s like every tiny action that led to this point has been full of thought and purpose. The desire to live simply with a small footprint, to adventure and reconnect with nature, for our movements to be dictated by wind flows, to collect rainwater. From the time I met Robin I really believed we were destined to do something great together and I know now that this all part of it. Following a desire to learn, of different cultures, of how those in the pacific live, and wherever else we may venture. Every step is part of the journey I’m supposed to be on, and to know that deep in my heart is a great feeling. We’ve been having some pretty interesting conversations out here on the big blue. It’s amazing how a setting can dictate a conversation and some of the best happen when you’re in the wide open world, thoughts unrestricted by a roof over the head. My best conversations always seem to be outside.
We’ve been talking about fish stocks, dams, the environment, development, technology. Too much to mention in this journal, but I’m so happy just to be in this setting, discussing ideas, looking out at the sea for inspiration. From my experience in the workforce there isn’t much time to discuss why we do the things we do, and what sort of society we are trying to create. Most of the time we get caught up in our own small part of life, without much time to think about how it fits into the bigger picture. In my eyes we can’t keep trooping on the way we are going at the moment, we may need to go backwards a bit in order to go forwards, we may need to put our efforts into preservation, and conservation for a while, instead of development and progress. But then again what would I know? I think at the end of the day all we have to ask is, does it make us happier? We can always argue that technology will solve the worlds problems in time, but does it make us happier in the process? We can work hard to earn a lot, to buy a lot, but does it make us happier?
I’m sidetracking from sailing here, but somehow it’s all related. So here we are on a quest for more knowledge of the world, a quest to live more simply than possible in a city, a quest to consume less and to be more in touch with the environment.”
This blog will map our progress, what we find brilliant, what we find tough, the things we learn and the people we meet along the way. It will also cover my own musings on development.